How hard?

How hard could things get from here?
My update. I know I don't often but i should.
Seems my sophmore year is getting harder and harder.
I had a best friend.
She is so hard to get along with but I thought we would be friends forever.
Then someone said I had sex with my other friend that she liked when it never happened.
She thinks I'm lying and I don't care anymore.
She can think waht she wants to.
But I told her she can't fix it this time.
Then the guy i gave a peice of my heart to broke me.
Not once but twice.
Now I have my hand full of friends that I am happy with.
I could have any guy I want but I don't watn anyone.
I am tired of being put down.
I'm making a change.
This is about me now.
I will do what I want.
Not listen to the negative.
Possibly find love again.
If its possible.
Not bother with the people that put me down.
I'm done.
Its all AJ now.
No bullshit anymore.
Here goes nothing.




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Almost a year

We'll i have been here for almost a year now. Things are so crazy but they are to get better yet. I love when people hate on me and I get alot of hate mail. people trying to say that I'm fake adn immature.. Well I'm not the one hating on a 15 year old and I keep it real. everyday. I love my family and friends. I'm getting a tattoo soon. I love body modifacations. I love to laugh I am down with the clown. I may not be very big but i make a big immpresion and i promise you will never forget me.

♥AjAbstract