youtube!

okay this is going to be super short so i just uploaded my first youtube video!!!! Woot!


go check it out


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zGS3pEAgwos


sorry if i look stupid >.>

The best music ever!!!

okay. if none of you know i love scotty vanity my two favorites of his is "i like your hair" (i do have a hair fedish) and "lets go to the mall". Well alot of people dont like my music. They think its "weird" but me and all my friends love it. We like screamo (examples: drop dead gorgeous, my cousins band "iris colored white" yaddayadda) and all that stuff i like techno and people try to say im a poser because i like rap but i mean i love eminem (sp?) and old school DMX. I do my hair scene and i am emo so deal with it and haters can hate i dont care that is your stress just remember this haters make me famous and its true why do you still think hannah montana is famous? people like to talk shit but imm not even gonna sweat about it that is there problem i like almost all music except country and thats the way it is.



so until next time

<3 AJ

Rip micheal jackson!

okay this is messed up.
some fans of Micheal were at the hospital and tried to bust in and see his DEAD body!
and then his haters were like good the molester is gone well, he was proven Innocent on the account of the accusation against him. I'm like what if it was someone close to you who died and all most people said was terrible things. How would you feel? Just think about that. He was awesome (yes i am a fan) and he only wanted peace and i think he desurves to pest in peace. But instead everyone jsut wants to talk about bad things about him. he was trying to get his life back on track okay i have to put this vid up here its matthew lush aka gay god


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L0bofAc8Hbc

everything he says is true (love you matt) [i hope i dont get into trouble for putting that up]

well leave comments telling what you think.


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p.s. they are selling tickets to his funeral wow that is fucked up

offended???

okay people think im mean because i may say something mean about them, but truely i make fun off everyone and if i hurt your feelings then you probley need to man up or put your big girl panties on and deal with it. truely i am down to earth and lots of fun but everyone only sees what i look like and i guess you could say im "scene" or punk or whatever all i know is im dead baby lol (btw that means cool) i have a crued sense of humor so get over it. I can joke but you'll know if i get offended which is hard to do. Like i say "don't dish it out if you can't take it" and that is true. If you want to say something then dont think i wont get you with an awesome come back lol so if you get offened all i have to say is man up and quiet being a baby!!!




to all my (few)fans


<3 AJ

Real friends?

What is a friend?
Well we know it is some one who will stand by you no matter what and doesn't care.
But its hard these days to know who is really your friend and who isn't.
Like, I thought that one of my friends was there and was going to stay there.
Me and him have been friends for about a year and a half and he was one of the only people i could open up to. But he got a job and works double shift and i understand that. But even when he's off he won't talk to me. Truely i just know alot of people i dont have that many friends.
For someone like me it's hard to find realy friends. I have been told that i'mmessed up in the head and i have problems. My "real" friends and me get into fights because they don't understand why i feel and do what i do. I guess you never understand until it happens to you, but they ask me why do you do this and usually i don't evenunderstand it myself. People usually can tell when I'm upset and everyones in my face " what's wrong?" is what everyone asks I just want to be left alone. Thats it. I just need time to think. I usually vent on my friends wich i feel bad about. I don't want them carrying the burdens i do. I also trust anyone that will smile at me (except phsycologists yuck) which is bad but i cant help it everyone says i need therapy well let me just say this ive been in therapy sense i was lik 4 or 5 and it doesnt help me at all. arn't real friends suppose to understand or try to understand? But no ones......

First blog yay *clapping*

Well I'm sitting here bored. Lots of fun... Not really. If you are wondering i am from Alabama. Yes it stincks here. I'm not fond of rednecks. I am scene if you must know. I do spend alot of time on youtube. i like des+nate and swifty and shane dawson ect..... I love comedy. I do have a crued sense of humor. I am a terrible speller so please don't hate me for my typos. And i do listen to "weird" music like the gentails stuff (hehe). But if you ever want to chat i have a messenger at yahoo. its rawr378@yahoo.com so email me or instant message me. I plan on getting a camcorder soon and a myspace so i will release videos onto youtube and i will put a link when i do. I do plan to get pictures put up but i broke my camera. T_T sorry. But I will be going to watch theamazingphil on youtube now so you know where to find me peace douces byezz *blows kisses*

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P।S.- I don't know what to talk about so message me and tell me.... I need ideas!!! and i need friends people think im crazy so please dont be affraid to talk to me im open minded and im super cool once you get to know me