Almost a year

We'll i have been here for almost a year now. Things are so crazy but they are to get better yet. I love when people hate on me and I get alot of hate mail. people trying to say that I'm fake adn immature.. Well I'm not the one hating on a 15 year old and I keep it real. everyday. I love my family and friends. I'm getting a tattoo soon. I love body modifacations. I love to laugh I am down with the clown. I may not be very big but i make a big immpresion and i promise you will never forget me.

♥AjAbstract

FOREVER!!!!

OKay well its obviously been to long since ivebeen on but ill be making regular posts for the next two weeks hopfully umm updates on everything going on in my life.... Well there are good things and very bad tings....bad first.....A good friend of mine's dad past away the 14th i will miss him very much he was a great guy of course everyone know that brittney murphy died of a hearrt attack.....okay well i cant think of anything else bad so the good things now......i look very diffrent now than i do in the pixx i am getting my hair cutt hopfully in the next month and will hopfully be going to panama city i have a myspace now..... www.myspace.com/thismusiclivesinme ...... and now i shall rant and yes i shall rant on twilight...... edwards gay.... jacob is a wanna be.....bella needs to just make up her mind and the story is stupid vampires dont sparkle they fucking burn...the story pissed me off end of story but i will be going now so bye bye hahahahaha

Nothing to say

Okay well I am bored and don't know what to talk about its like I ran out of ideas so give me some!!! Nothing is really going on in my life worth ranting or even talking about so i need ideas. I know you people are very creative so give me some ideas. I was told i was a good writer and i should post my work online but i won't cuz someone will steal it but just give me some ideas!!

update!

I don't usually do updates but i am back home so I have no internet at home. But i am in highschool now and I'm in NJROTC and having a good time loads of fun i want to know whats happening with all of you but i am also in chorus and its fun in therewe act stupid and i also have humanities adn i have nno drama im lovin it yeah wow i have a boring like school is the most exxiting thing 0.0 but i dont have alot to say so i will be going might rant later

until next time

peace alate broha

<3 AJ

rant #4 (onision)

okay well i was recently on onisions website if you dont know who im talking about go look him up on youtube or go to his website www.onision.com and there was a discution about a video he had done on "your Enemy: You" and they were talking about the villians flaw so please go watch the video before reading what i replied to the video:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q6f89s0EJWU
here is what i said
"I watched this video and it made me think. what is peace? peace is a word and if people new the meaning and said they wanted peace no one would lie no one would kill no one would be raped or molested there would be no war every animal would have a chance. Today peoples morals are not in the right place murder is wrong anyway you look at it and if someone puts a gun to my face threating my life i would not know what to do i would not kill (but again i say this now never being in that exact situation) i would probably fight for my life but truelly i have no idea I am the strange kid but i enjoy it i am against war though alot of my family has been in the military and that gives me so much more reason to resint it a few months ago my uncle died teaching a new piolet how to drive in iraqy conditions and they had a mishap in the helicoptor something went wrong and they crashed into the comunntications center before the families were notified the press had already started filming the helicopter burning and it was on the internet before any calls were made but we were lucky they actually had a body to bring back to use there was othing left of the young piolet alot of my family is military my mom went in but fractured her hip her knee and her ankle (had to have 2 bolts put in her knee) my uncle was but he broke a bone or something i'm not sure my grandmother works for the hospital she is a nurse practioner my other uncle just recently went in to be a religious worker person and most of my family on both side have been in some form of the military but i will not. sorry to get off topic" so please leave messages and tell me what you think.

rant #3

okay well i went to aple bee's tonight. well i walked in and almost everyone turned around and stared it was hillarious people think i care if they stare or if they hate. well no i dont so haters hate and if you stare you should go see a therapist cuz you may have a staring problem. But i love the looks i get from old people and smallish children. They either look scared or spitful. Well i dont care cuz i just give them dirty looks and then they all look scared and for some reason i enjoy that. Yeah yeah yeah. You can say im crazy. Well i cant say imnot but im not saying i am. Which takes me to my next subject. Alot of people are saying oh if you call yourself scene your a pouser. Well im not. I do call myself scene if you must know. And I'm not a pouser so get over yourselves. And my next and final subject. I saw a link to a site that say something along the lines of what to do if your teen is emo. Well you can fix whats not broken. There is nothing wrong with us. GET OVER IT. The government thinks that we are weak and failures. But we just show feeling. My bad if we care. My bad if were not robots. You cant do anything about it. Its no phase its a pasion, its who we are, dont try to make us anything else we will just rebel even more and thats not what you want is it? well you cant change me obviously so get over it!!!


Until next time


<3 AJ

new photos

okay well i got a photobucket and i was messing with pixx

here they are





this is the beautiful demon pic







there is the another veiw on the world picc





here is the princess nate!! pic





here is the king of pop pic...

heres the wedding reception picc......(looks the stupidest but is funny <3)>







tell me what you guys think and tell me whos pic you want me to mess with next



p.s.--i did all the art in these pixx